(please forgive me for a super personal blog)
I didn’t realize my face changed so much.
These are all pictures of me from August:2012- April:2013.
I had just turned 19.
My hair went through some changes.
Along with my facial hair.
Some make-up here and there.
went up a gauge size.
I had finally found myself to be an eccentric and unique individual.
I Draw and Do Photography.
I Make Videos and Play Games.
I Make Electronic Music.
And since I opened myself to the internet;
I felt like I belonged somewhere - A group of outcast.
Outcast with actual working minds and a sense of intellect.
I actually have Friends.
Ones i talk to almost everyday.
Like an internet Family.
You see - my family doesn’t really accept me for me.
i have to adjust to their standards in order for them to "love me completely."
Their expectations. Their goals.
I can’t dress the way I feel most like myself around them.
I can’t act like myself when they have company.
I can’t do my hair how I like.
Everytime i do - I have to change back or i get imbecilic consequences.
But, I like being different.
I like looking different.
I like being an mixed race male that appears Black by skintone but not the inaccurate, “socially accepted” stereotype.
Why can’t I be?
I don’t sag my pants.
I don’t disrespect Women.
I don’t bash homosexuals.
I am not in a gang.
I promote individuality.
And I accept everyone as they really are.
I Refuse To judge anyone.
At least not until i know more about them than just their outward appearance.
I just wanted to chronicle some of these photos and vent thoughts i hat at the time.
thank you for taking the time to read. check out those links if you get the time. ^_^